Lately I've been doing a lot of reflecting on my life. I will blog more about this soon, but one song I have been listening to a lot is "Jealous Kind" by Jars of Clay. Here are the lyrics.
i built another temple to a stranger i gave away my heart to the rushing wind i set my course to run right into danger i sought the company of fools instead of friends
Chorus: you know i've been unfaithful with lovers in lines while you're turning over tables with the rage of a jealous kind i chose the gallows to the aisle thought that love would never find hanging ropes will never keep you and your love of a jealous kind love of a jealous kind
tryin' to jump away from rock that keeps on spreading solace in the shift of the sinking sand i'd rather feel the pain all too familiar than be broken by a lover i don't understand 'cause i don't understand
love of a jealous kind, yeah love of a jealous kind love of a jealous kind
one hundred other lovers, more, one hundred other altars if i should slow my pace and finally subject me to grace and love that shames the wise betrays the hearts deceit and lies and breaks the back of foolish pride
love of a jealous kind love of a jealous kind love of a jealous kind