Wednesday, May 19, 2010


As I sit here in a hotel room in the midwest I have too much time to think sometimes.

And sometimes those thoughts go like this:

What if there was someone waiting for me when I got home, who had missed me all week.

What if there was someone to call me in the evenings and let me vent and share my frustrations a well as share how much I have been surprised at what we have accomplished this week. And just to share life with in general.

What if there was someone to remind me that when all seems hopeless that there is Hope.

What if there was someone to text me randomly during the day just to say hello because I was on their mind. Or good night because I was the last thing on their mind.

Don't get me wrong. I don't mind being single, most of the time. I have opportunities my married friends don't have. And I know that a perfect relationship would not encompass all of the above, all of the time. But sometimes, just sometimes I wish I had that chance. The chance to experience at least some of it.


Kerri said...

:-( I know the feeling and I feel the same way sometimes.

I think hotel rooms and work trips are evil in some ways... they give you too much time to think about things like that. :-)

Hope you get home safely tomorrow!

Anonymous said...

Carrie, I think you are a GREAT person and the Lord knows what he is doing. Maybe he is letting you do all these great things and go on these GREAT trips because that Someone special is just around the corner!!! And relationships seem to slow those things down!!! It will happen in His time!!! Love Ya!!